What to do…
Maybe write a bit? Explode into your creativity a little?
Erupt like a firestorm at night across the planes of your imagination?
Stop being so negative. You can do anything you want. You have all this time and nothing to complain about, so just do what you want. That’s what you want to do, right?
Or is the problem that you want too much?
Or is the problem that you have too much, and so little to work for or towards? No big beast to battle?
Are you better off swinging?
Better off with an enemy that just isn’t there?
Don’t test me.
Why not be tested? What happens if you’re bested? Will you lay down and die, almost like you’re trying to do now?
I’m trying no such thing.
Half naked, unshowered, staring at a computer screen. Imagining the government is plotting your ending. Poking at the holes in your teeth until they throb.
spreading your insecurities around the web
Ok, I get it…promise…thanks…